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The drive home was a smooth and lovely one. although we were cold from the rain but it was the best date night I've ever experienced. actually it was the first date I've ever experienced and I can't believe I spent it with my husband. I'm getting too acquinted with the H word.
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We arrived home and I quickly went in to change my clothes. I wore a light singlet and short. I shut the windows and proceeded into the kitchen to get a glass of milk. The rain tapped the roof vigorously.
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"Brian would you like to have a glass of milk?" I ask opening up the carton of milk and pouring into my glass.
"Brian?" I call again when I realise that he wasn't there.
"Ciara?" he called.
The huskiness in his tone made me turn around to look at him.
My breath caught. Brian had removed his shirt and was only wearing his pants.
Damn those abs. why would he be shirtless. I've always warned him about going around the house half naked. um he wasn't naked but those abs are to die for.
He was leaning against the kitchen door facing me, watching me with hooded eyes.
He looked so good, so handsome standing there. Staring at me... hungrily.
That lingering, intense look caused a flutter in my stomach. it's the butterflies again. They're multiplying.
"Um... " I had to search my brain for words... oh right. Milk.
"Would you like some milk?"I ask
His tongue darted out to lick his bottom lip slowly. " Yeah" he paused, then "But I think I'm hungry"
I held the counter for support. my legs were already wobbly and my knees were weak.
"I-I'll make you something to eat. so what would you like to eat?"
He shook his head no, but his eyes told me everything he wanted. oh dear Lord. I gulped. And then...
"I would really like." he began, his voice low "to eat you".
My eyes widened, breaths coming in pants and my heart was thudding against my chest.
" Did you wear those for me?"
what was he talking about.
His eyes swept from my face down my legs There-then back up again until they met mine. "Sexy"
Oh the shorts. what was I thinking when I wore this?
"Mesmerized, he walked up to me. He stopped a few feet away, close but not too close. He angled his head as he watched me. Then he grinned.
" Come closer "
There was something powerfully irresistible about him when he was in this mood and in charge.
As if he wouldn't take no for an answer.
As if he would just take me then and there.
He tucked my hair behind my ears.
I gulped again. it was so loud that I thought he heard it. I walked a few steps towards him. A triumphant smile spread on his lips like he's actually achieved something. his hands banded around my waist, dragging down to cup my ass as he turned us around and lifted me up on the counter.
"You know what?" He asked spreading my legs and stepping in between them. My head fell back and I flattened my palms against the counter to keep my balance.
This was an entire new feeling for me. never in my life has a guy ever touched me in this manner.
Brian pressed his lips on that sensitive part below the ear, licking and sucking as he grabbed my legs and hooked them around his hips.
"I'm really hungry Ciara. in fact," he growled, voice becoming deep "I'm starving"
I swallowed back a saliva that formed at the back of my throat. The tone of his voice, so deep made me feel a deep longing in my stomach.
"There are so many things... I want to do to you"
He grinded his hips against me, pressing his arousal against that part of my body where every sensation seemed to be magnified a thousand fold.
I could feel the warmth emanating from his body. I could feel his masculine scent. I was already feeling drunk and giddy from his kisses. I felt his hard body flush against mine.
Feeling bold, I asked "like what?"
He didn't expect me to ask that because he pulled away and gave me an intense stare but quickly recovered it with a smile.
"Alright then challenge accepted" He touched the tip of his tongue on his lip before he whispered in my ear "I want to bury my face between your leg"
I gasped
I felt hot. A huge wave of adrenalin just shot all over my body.
"Am I scaring you?"
I swallowed hard but it felt like the butterflies in my stomach had exploded and I shook my head no
He chuckled, low and deep.
"I've been waiting for this moment Ciara, when you'll finally accept me as your husband. And ever since I saw you in that dress... just kill me. all through the night, I was only thinking about you and after we shared that kiss, I just felt like finally, you're mine after all this time"
His lips grazed my ear and a shiver raced up my spine.
"Do you know what I think about?"
His hands went down to caress my legs possessively.
"I think of how you would taste... " he rasped.
"I think about what you look like when I lick you. eat you up.
I was breathing really hard and he hasn't even kissed me yet.
" Would you let me?" He asked with pleading eyes. "Ciara?"
I looked at him. I've never imagined that I'll one day loose my innocence like this and to a man like Brian. He wasn't a perfect husband but now that I think of it, I'd rather loose it to him instead of anyone else. cause I love him.
instead of answering, I looked into his eyes and placed my palm on his chest as I touched his bare skin. I watched in fascination as he closed his eyes, a deep groan coming out of his chest as I caressed him. even I was unsure of what I was doing. I've never touched a guy in my entire life.
"Let me Ciara" he demanded softly, opening his eyes and leaving a soft kiss on my lips "let me love you" His tongue traced the line of my lips causing me to open them. he pulled my bottom lip between his and sucked gently.
Everything was so intense. even for me. the touch of his skin on my body. the warmth and scent of his breath, and the sounds he made at the back of his throat.
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His tongue dipped inside to taste exploring my mouth to play with my tongue. his lips slid against mine as if he couldn't get enough.
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A low growl erupted from his chest when I touched my tongue with his. His hands was buried in my hair, he gripped and angled my head to deepen the kiss. For one moment, the kiss became hot, hungry and wild.
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His hands caressed the exposed skin underneath my singlet before he pulled it off. for one staggering moment I realized that I wasn't wearing a bra and that I was half naked in front of Brian.
I had no time to feel self conscious as his hands eagerly cupped my breasts, thumbs circling fast. his mouth latched onto my breast sucking hard.
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I felt on fire. There was something building inside of me that I had no name for. this is the first time in my life that I'm experiencing this kind of feeling.
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I buried my hands in his hair, gripping hard as his tongue continued to torture me with pleasure.
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"I've never wanted anyone else this desperately." he rasped as he pulled back to frame my face in his hands. when I heard that statement, I wanted to ask if he felt that way with Janelle but the pleasure tore through my brains.
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His mouth came back to kiss me, wet mouthed kisses that stopped my breath.
"Lie back for me love" he ordered. .
I did as he commanded, stretching out. my hands gripped the sides of the counter as I watched him continue kissing me, nipping my skin until he reached the edge of my shorts.
His eyes flicked up to look at me as if asking for my permission. The look in his eyes and the love I had for him made me feel helpless against him so whatever he asked of me right at this very moment, I would give. I would give my all, my everything to him.
"Yes" I say in a chocking voice
His eyes filled with satisfaction before he pulled my shorts and panties down my legs.
He grabbed my hips and drew me closer to him so that I was on the edge of the counter and he was in between my legs.
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Grinding his hardness against me, he leaned forward to held my wrists to my sides so that I couldn't move them. let alone touch him.
"I want you. I want you so bad Ciara" he rasped and buried his face between my legs.
"Brian" I cried out, shocked at the feel of everything, even his lips there against the most intimate part of my body.
He kissed me there, hungry kisses that made me strain against him.
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When I felt his tongue there, I almost jumped off the counter but his hands released my wrists to caress my thighs soothingly.
"You're intoxicating here too" his nose nuzzled me there.
I was already scandalized but when I felt his nose nuzzle me there, I wanted to hide in embarrassment.
"Brian, no!" I covered my face with my hands.
"Ciara" he whispered softly. "Don't hide your face. I love everything about you. your smile, your face, your smell. please just look at me" he begged. I could hear the persuasion in his voice.
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"Ciara"
I couldn't. How would he expect me to just look at him like that. I mean this is an entire new and different feeling for me. No one, I
mean no one has ever made me feel this way. When I felt his hands around my wrists, I let out a sharp breath.
"Baby" he cajoled pulling my hands down so that my face was exposed to him.
But I just couldn't look at him...
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His lips floated on my shoulder, my neck, my cheeks all the while whispering sweet things to me.

"You're so beautiful Ciara. I love the way you taste. I can't get enough".
" and ever since we got together, I've been dreaming about this "
I was panting. I was so lost in him. I opened my eyes slowly. he was gazing at me with a small smile on his lips.
"Hi beautiful"
I literally swallowed my heart down. Brian's hair was scattered. his lips were red and swollen from kissing me. He stared at me with eyes filled with tenderness, care and longing that my breath caught up in my throat.
"I love you Ciara" he finally said.
"Brian"
He must have seen the decision in my eyes to continue because he started kissing me all over again. Slow licks and bites that started on my lips and down my body. He took his time caressing and worshipping my body until I wanted nothing else but him.
"Brian please... "
He hooked my legs around his shoulders as he once again pleasured me in the most intimate part of my body.
"You're so good" he groaned.
The feel of his warm tongue eagerly pleasing me sent bolts of electricity in my veins.
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Everything about was turning me on instantly. his broad shoulders and his head between my legs.
A series of moans escaped my throat as I gripped his hair. I couldn't seem to decide whether I wanted to push or pull him away. I wanted him to stop but at the same time I wanted him to keep going. I wanted more. I wanted to find relief from his agonizing pleasure.
He coaxed working me with his lips and tongue until I was thrashing against him.
My mind instantly went blank. I collapsed crying out his name. I was detached from everything else that it took a moment before I realized he had carried me to our room and gently placed me on the bed. The only noise I could hear was the rain trying to bring down the roof.
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He placed his hand underneath my head as he reclined beside me. My head and I curled up to him. I buried my face against his neck. He pulled my leg between his as he caressed my back soothingly with his other arm. I was still trembling.
"I'm here Ciara" he whispered softly. His voice awakened my senses. He sounded like he was in pain. Suddenly, I grew aware of the hardness between his thighs and the uncomfortable tightness of his legs.
"Brian?"
"It's okay Ciara. I won't rush . I'll wait until you're ready. I'll be fine"
But he wasn't going to be. He had shown me what it was like to come apart but why did I still feel incomplete?
I needed to make him feel what he just made me feel. I should give that to him. As his wife, I owe him that.
I loved how he loved my lips and the way he kissed me as if he couldn't get enough. the way he savoured every part of me. I loved the way he expressed his longing and hunger with his eyes. So sincere.
I knew from this point onward that my heart belonged to him but I wanted to belong to him and him to me completely.
"Make me yours Brian"
He pulled me back staring at me intensely like he was going to ask a question.
"Make love to me"
" Are you sure? this is your first time Ciara and I don't want you to do things that you're not sure of or going to regret later "
I placed a gentle kiss on his neck, reassuring him that it was fine "Please"
Oh God Ciara " he groaned. I cupped his face with my palm before pressing my lips to his.
I caressed his lips with my tongue and a groan escaped his chest as he positioned himself on top of me taking over the kiss. He was in charge and we both knew it.
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His hands palmed my breasts stroking and caressing possessively all the while his mouth was feasting on my mouth, my neck and my skin. His hands slid down my stomach, my hip and between my legs but he never stopped kissing me.
He placed his fingers there petting and making circles. I pulled my mouth away from his as I let out a loud moan, my head falling back against the pillow.
My fingers dug into his skin as I bowed off the bed pleading with him to please give me relief. his mouth swallowed my cries as I came apart.
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"Ciara look at me. Eyes on me"
I blinked up at him. I noticed the tight skin around his mouth, the way he gritted his teeth as if he was in pain. the love and care in his eyes as he gazed at me.
"I will love no one but you. I love you" he whispered before he entered me. I lost my breath as I felt unwelcome pain pierce my pleasure world. I closed my eyes as I battled the urge to push him off me. I felt full, ripped apart.
"Baby are you okay? I'm so sorry Ciara. the pain will go away soon"
I opened my eyes. his hands caressed the side of my face as he gazed at me with worry and I melted.
"Talk to me Ciara" he begged kissing my lips, my nose and my cheeks.
He started licking my bottom lip and sucking it in his mouth. I felt his hand petting me down there causing a familiar pull once again.
I moved my hips and I discovered that the pain was fading away replaced by an inexplicable pleasure that spread between my legs and shot up my spine. I bit my lips closing my eyes tightly as I moaned.
"Ciara... please don't move baby"
Brian placed his hand on my hips silently commanding me to stay still.
"It's okay Brian. it feels good"
"Yeah?'
I nodded. he moved slowly, painstakingly. I was panting, my breath loud and fast as he moved inside me.
" Take everything Ciara. my heart, my soul, take them. they're yours " he rasped.
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He began to move in and out faster, groaning out his pleasure. mouth parted, eyes half closed and head thrown back in reckless abandon.
All I could do was wrap my legs tighter around him, my nails digging into his back as his thrusts became wild and frenzied.
Brian's mouth latched onto my neck sucking hard as he palmed my ass grinding inside me so hard and so deep I came apart with a scream.
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"I love you Ciara. I love you so much" he groaned in time with his movements. I felt him drive deep one last time before he cried out my name and released.
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MARRIED TO MR RIGHT (MMR)
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