I swallowed my senses when it hurt again. I passed the blanket over the bed and covered it with my body
I just want to rest for a while, I will also get up when my heart pain is gone.
Kathleen is somehow right, I won't succeed while my heart is still soft. So while it's still early, I need to remember.
I turned violently to the door of my room when I heard a noise from outside.
What the hell? Did anyone break into my condo?
I quickly picked up the baseball bat that was on the side of my bed and hid behind the door.
I'm sure that I heard a noise outside my room, and someone's inside my condo.
I took a deep breath as the door to my room slowly opened.
I close my eyes when I see the figure of this person. He closed the door slowly so I acted.
I beat the handle with all my might. But I was surprised when he caught the baseball bat with his hand.
"You know how to hit someone, now." I stiffened when I heard his voice.
I let go of the bat I was holding and tearfully looked at his figure. He looked at me with a smile.
"Froze," I tearfully mentioned his name.
"Come over here, baby." He gestured me to come so I didn't act anymore.
I grabbed him tightly. He chuckled on my right ear, but I could still feel him kissing my hair.
"Why didn't you tell me?" he asked me.
I sniffed and faced him. "You knew something, so I don't want to approach you. I might just be mad at you, I don't want to feel that."
He smiled sweetly before kissing my cheek. "Don't get mad at me, Arrow. No matter what else I do, don't ever get mad at me."
I nodded. "Just don't hurt me, I won't be mad at you."
He pinned me against the wall and gently stroked my cheek.
"Do you know how afraid I was when Kathleen told me that you already knew your identity? I was so afraid that you'll never look at me the same way you're doing right now. I was so afraid that I'll never have the chance to see your golden eyes again, "he said with those forlorn eyes.
He looks so sad when he said that, and I feel sorry.
"I'm s-sorry, Froze. I should have called you first. I was just scared too, I don't want to be angry with you so I just want to stay away. I won't force you to tell me what you know, I ' ll figure it out myself, k-so go away, "I stammered.
I don't want him to leave, but it's better for both of us.
"No, baby, no. I'll stay. You can cry, my angel, you can cry infront of me. I won't mind," he uttered almost whispering.
I bit my lower lip while looking at him.
"I don't want to," I shake.
"It's always okay to cry infront of me, baby. You can always cry." Because he said that, I started to cry.
He quickly wrapped me in his arms so there I cried and cried.
"The s-sick-sick, Froze. The many questions in my mind that I want answered, but I know I'm going to have a hard time so I want to remember first. But it hurts me when I think I'm so different from the real me that they're afraid of. I'm going to die thinking about what I did before, why I lost my memory. There are so many questions running through my mind but no answer comes out where, "I let out all my resentment at the man I hugged. .
Only to him do I feel comfortable talking, only to him do I have the courage to cry.
He didn't speak, but he stroked my hair. It feels so good to have him by my side. I wish we can be this close forever, just me and him.
"YOU won't leave, right?" I asked him as he put the blanket on my body.
He shook his head. "You'll see me when you're awake, my angel. Sleep, now."
I smiled sweetly at him before caressing his beautiful face. "Thank you, Froze."
"You know I'll do everything for you pumpkin, you look great by the way. Now, sleep." He tapped the bed making me smile.
I closed my eyes while holding his hand.
Slowly, I drifted to sleep.
I woke up to feel Froze release my hand. I was about to call his name when he stood while holding his phone.
Maybe he didn't notice that I was awake.
I quickly followed him to the living room. He answered his call.
"What do you want?" he asked with his cold voice.
I just patiently waited here as he finished the call.
"You can't control me again with those threats, Gunner! I can't leave her again," he shouted angrily.
Why is he so mad? What is his name?
I could clearly see his fists clenching and his closing tight. He looks so devastated.
"W-Why? I can't do that, you know I can't hurt her. Stop doing this to me. I'm going to die from the many sacrifices I made just to follow you. I'm doing this for my baby and not for you, "he said weakly.
I hid in the wall when he faced my location.
I close my eyes when I hear him break what.
"What do you mean that she's in danger again, Gunner ?! Why don't those people disappear ?!"
I quickly ran back to the room before he could even catch up with me. He was very angry and I didn't want him to catch me there.
I wrapped myself in the blanket again and pretended to be asleep. I went back to the last spot he saw before he left.
A few more minutes passed when I heard the door open.
The bed sank to my side and I felt his lips on my forehead.
"I'm sorry, baby, I'm sorry if I have to do this. I'm sorry."
I've been calling Froze before but he doesn't answer my calls.
I need to know if the corpses of my friends are in order.
I recognized the call but he still didn't answer, maybe I need to go to him. Maybe that's what happened to him.
I quickly got ready and dressed to leave. When I got out of the condo my every move was in a hurry, I ran towards the parking lot.
When I saw my car I quickly opened it and turned it on.
I'm heading to Knights University because I really need to check my friends' bodies. Hopefully Homer will call for help.
I know he's mad at me, and I won't blame him for that.
I came back to reality when I thought of Miyuki. Where the hell is she? I know she's not dead because that man didn't mention her.
It was as if I breathed a sigh of relief at the thought that he had escaped. Please stay safe, Miyuki. I really need you to stay safe.
Laughing I watched the passage. Whoever is not closest to me, he will still be left.
I parked my car safely and get off. Many look in my direction but I no longer look at them.
I encounter many who try to ask me about Sabrina's death but I just pass them by. What do they know? Pretenders.
"Filotimo!" I called the attention of the man who passed in front of me.
He immediately turned to face me, but I could clearly see the shock and trepidation in his eyes.
"A-Arrow," he uttered.
Astonished I watched him. He's stuttering, I wonder why.
"Have you seen Froze? Where is he?" I will ask.
"I also don't know. He hasn't answered our calls before, we're all worried about Hero," he said frustrated.
"W-What?" I stammered a question.
"Someone called us a while ago, they told us that we will witness how Froze die." I almost fell to my feet because of what he said.
He can't be in danger because of me, right?
"Where did you last see him?" worried I asked.
He blinked a few times before answering. "He's in our house."
I just nodded and passed him. I had already walked to the back of the university where Froze's house was.
When I saw it, I immediately stepped inside. The door is open so I just go straight.
I looked around the living room but I couldn't see Froze's figure, where could he be?
"Fr-Shit!" I was weakly depreciated when I was almost slippery.
Annoyed, I looked at the object I stepped on but was immediately surprised. This is Froze's clothes. Fuck! Where is Froze ?!
I heard a noise coming from Froze's room so that's where I went.
I couldn't help but be nervous. He can't be lost to me, he can't be ruined because I might die forever.
"Froze? Are you inside?" I asked weakly, but inside I was shaking.
No one answered me, but I'm sure that the noise is coming from inside.
It sounded like someone had their mouth covered.
Please, be safe, Froze. I hope I'm just imagining it.
I slowly turned the doorknob and prepared myself for the opponents.
But I was stunned when another scene unfolded before me.
"F-Froze," I tearfully called his name.
He slowly pulled away from his kiss with Reid and turned to me.
I was expecting him to say sorry, but he didn't. He just grinned at the same time as Reid faced me almost naked in front of Froze.
"So your woman is here, baby! Hey, Arrow." Reid waved at me as if excited by my reaction.
I didn't answer, I just stared at Froze as if I had no reaction. He's just standing right there.
"W-What is this?" my cold question.
"It's a surprise, Arrow. Actually we've been planning this for a long time, it took us a while to admit because we're still glad to see you having a hard time," Reid replied with a smile.
I harshly wiped my tears away.
"Thank you. I was really surprised," I replied coldly.
She grinned like a devil. "What do you feel, right now, Arrow? Does it hurt? I'm sorry, ha. You're the one we timed to play with. And you bite!"
I wiped away the tears that dripped down my cheeks again and sneered at him back. "I have a tooth, eh. But next time I might bite you."
Her whole face turned red as if disgusted. She was about to attack me when Froze stopped her.
I looked at him seriously.
"Don't mind her, Reid. A toy is a toy, and you're a goddess. You'll just get your hands dirty if you touch her." I can't believe what he said.
How dare him?
Reid smiled sweetly at me as if he had won a championship that he was the only contestant.
"I'm really sorry, Arrow. But you can't take him away from me because we really are. Let us say, you're just props," he said laughing.
I didn't even pay attention to what he was saying. My heart is hurting, and I don't want to stay longer.
I looked again at Froze who was just staring coldly at me.
I smiled at him sweetly as I wipe my tears away. "Atleast you're safe. I'm really glad." I stopped for a moment when my voice broke, but I continued right away. "I'm really glad that you're safe."
He did not speak. He was still staring at me coldly.
"Please stay safe forever, Froze. Maybe it's better that you don't really feel for me. It's easy to forget you, e. I'm a very important person and I can get a man, I won't have a hard time there." I smiled sweetly.
"I'm just sad for you, that you happened to end up with this kind of whore. Also be careful sometimes with each other, you're still the same snake," I said bitterly and emphatically.
I quickly turned my back on them to leave.
I didn't look back, I didn't wait for him to call my name. No more tears dripped from my eyes as I walked away.
Be happy, Froze. 'Cause you'll never see me again.
"Are you sure that you're fine a while ago inside the university, Arrow?" Kathleen asked me as I adjusted my bag.
It's already afternoon, almost evening, but he still doesn't stop asking questions.
I greeted him coldly. "Stop acting like you're my mother, Kathleen, it sucks."
She smiled sweetly at me frowning at me. Why is it smiling so much?
"I'm sorry. I just smiled because I remember that you were like that to me before, to everyone. Maybe you haven't completely changed, you just lost your memories after all." I just stared at him as I put my bag on my shoulder.
I need to go back to my dorm, I really want to rest.
I was about to leave when I remembered what she said.
"Before? So you knew me since then? Why? Who are you?" I wondered.
"I am Kathleen Hermosa, I am your mom's sister-in-law," she replied.
"Sister in law? In which side?" I added.
"Her brother is my partner," she said while smiling.
I just shrugged at what he said. "Goodluck to your lovelife then, it will sink soon." Smiling I stared at him.
She didn't flinch a little, she just laughed. "The distance you really are to Arrow being soft and kind. If you were still that, you would never say those things."
I rolled my eyes at her. I smiled sarcastically.
"That stupid girl is bullshit, whoever that girl is, please tell her goodbye," I said coldly and waved at her as I left.
She waved back as I close the door.
I left his office and just walked straight. I just don't pay attention to every student I bump into.
What do they want? Will I be the one to pave the way for them just like before? Then fuck off motherfucker humans.
I secretly smiled when I saw the woman who had just tried to put it on me. When he passed by me, I quickly moved my foot to stop him.
I chuckled silently when she fell on the ground. I saw the laughter of other students around.
"Y-You!" he shouted angrily at me.
I covered my hand with my own mouth and laughed weakly. "Sorry, I thought it was a ball, I would have kicked it."
I left him there lying there and crying over his own downfall. Doesn't he have legs to stand up again?
I lost track of that woman when I met the queen of the forest.
Look what we have here, a very big anaconda. Partida still has colored hair. Such an endangered species.
She smirked at me with her minions at her back. I gave him a very sweet smile.
"Hey golden eyes! I heard that Froze chose Reid over you?" laughed the woman beside him.
I mimicked his gestures and laughed as well. "Gosh, are you late for the news? Last week yet. Dilated, maybe blind."
She rolled her eyes at me and I smiled. She has some guts.
"Come on, Arrow. We all knew until now, you're still affected. Who wouldn't be hurt by what they found out? Imagine, a Knights like him, will fall for you? Your case, it's just fake. Who Are you ready for him to fall for you? " childish insult to the woman behind Reid.
I was stunned to see the printed word on his t-shirt. Seoul.
Oh really? Who am I? I am the princess of your dream place, little girl.
"The question is, did I fall for him too? You don't even know that I'm just playing with that man," I said as a matter of fact.
Reid's whole face blushed as if ready to cover up. Gosh, breeding.
"You just can't accept the fact that he never loves you, Arrow. You're just one of the props in our relationship, and we just laugh at you as we watch you thrill with his every move and word." I admit I was hurt by what this woman said.
His name belongs to him, Reid. This snake's face is already red. It was as if he was still offended by what was said.
"Come on, Reid, it's 2018, those lines are very old. Why don't you try something new?" I challenge it.
He moved away from the alipores and stepped closer to me.
I quickly backed away when he fired a kick to attack me.
I kicked her knee but she's strong because she remained standing.
She tried pulling my hair but I suddenly wanted to hurt her so I preceded her hand. I pulled her hair and slap her many times.
He was already screaming for help from the alipores but I shot them with evil looks.
"You better know who I am, Reid. You're too brave." I pushed him with all my might.
She glared at me as she fixed my hair. Then he attacked me again.
I was surprised when she quickly grabbed my arms, she clung to me so hard that I fell to the ground.
I have yet to find a way to escape his grip and he has already kicked me in the back.
I can hear everyone around us, cheering for Reid's name.
I bled when I felt a metal object hit my back.
I'm sure that it's a baseball bat. Why the hell does it have to exist ?!
I groaned in pain when she hit me again. I received several blows from him causing my body to weaken.
You stupid Arrow, you can't be the princess of Korea because of your weakness!
At this moment, I badly need the princess to take over my body now. Take over me, Vlood, take over my body!
"You know why Froze can't love you, Arrow? It's because you're weak. You're just like your friends and parents. You deserve to die as well as they deserve it. How I wish that I had the chance to watch them as they die! "
I close my eyes tightly when my head hurts.
When I opened my eyes, my brain worked differently. It's telling me to kill this woman.
I was grabbed by the chest when it hurt. This stupid heart.
It was as if all the pain in my body was gone. I stood up making their eyes widen.
I faced Reid harshly. "You have the guts to say that, Reid? Did you just dig your own grave?"