Desiree's POV
It's been a long night and we talked about a lot of random things, we talked about weird and impossible things and I am happy with his sense of humor because he made me laugh tonight.
I already finished the sweet red wine, it's my first time I like the taste of the wine or maybe because of my mood that's why
"You know what? I've been thinking about getting married and having babies in the future. I don't know when the future will be, But I'm looking forward to it." I said honestly to him and his face was so serious as he looked at me, he stared at me for a moment and he just continued to drink his wine, "Do you want to take a walk outside?"
"Yeah…sure," I said happily and he extended his hand to me and I took it while we walked and he put some money on the table. The waitress came and I could see the happiness in his eyes because that was a huge amount of money.
He took off his jacket and put it on my shoulder, "you must wear this, the wind is so strong outside." he said.
My heartfelt flattered with his sweet gesture, I know now that he really cares for me.
His palm is caressing my hand as we walk and I smile at him, he glances at me too.
We both laugh when we don't have any words to say to each other.
"How many kids do you want to have in the future? so that your future husband will know about it."
"I want as many as I can…" I joked and chuckled and his eyes went wide, "Seriously? that must be tough and you need to be a strong mother." His voice was calm and as he arrived at the beach, he sat on the sand and he says, "Sat on my lap."
"Seriously?" I clear my throat and chuckle because I can't believe he said that.
"Yeah, why not? I offered you to sit on my lap so that your dress won't have any dirt, the sand can destroy the beauty of your dress…" he reasoned and I burst out laughing, he looked so serious and as he meant it.
"Really?
He tapped his lap gently and said, "Come on, sit on my lap."
I sighed and sat on his lap gently, my ass touched his soft spot there then I could feel the hot sensation on my body when his hand traveled on my hips and he kissed my neck, "you look so perfect tonight."
I exhaled then I turned my head to look at him but he just pulled me closer to him and he kissed me gently, I closed my eyes while feeling every beat of his lips touching and claiming my lips.
He used his thumb to touch my lips and he kissed me again. I let him kiss me and do whatever he wants because I wanted to, I love it and I want it every time.
"I never ask you about your personal life, you don't mind if I ask something?" I said and leaned on his chest while sitting comfortably on his lap.
"Yeah, ask away…"
"How old are you?"
he chuckles, "Old enough to have a baby…" he said.
I grimaced at him and said, "come on, I am trying to be serious here." I pouted.
"I am going to be 30 next month…"
"Wow, so your birthday is next month."
"Yeah…"
I moved my back a little on his lap and said, "Okay another question."
"Yeah, ask more. I don't have any problem." He said while stroking my hair and smelling and kissing my neck, I felt a little tickle when he bit my neck gently and I flinched.
"Don't make that, it tickles me, so here's my second question, why Samantha is really a bitter ex-girlfriend? what have you done to her because now she obviously wants to win you back again."
"well, I see is not really my girlfriend, she is just a f*ck body to me before you came into my life, I told her that U want to stop any connections I have with her, she went mad and told me that I really broke her heart."
"Maybe she really fell in love with you…because you can't blame a woman if she falls for you, you are gentle and handsome and every girl's dream is to be your girlfriend…"
"So do you want me to be my girlfriend?"
I glanced at him and lifted an eyebrow, "of course not."
"why? you told me every girl's dream is to have a relationship with me and now you don't want to be my girlfriend."
I sighed and got up and folded my arms while looking at me, "Relationships are filled with love and commitment and I know you are not like that." I said, "you dont like commitment, and just treat me like I'm a sex toy to you."
He gets up and cleans his slacks and he looks at me with confused eyes, "Yeah, you are right, I am not the type of guy that wants a serious relationship because I am like that and because that's what you believe." he said.
The wind suddenly gets strong and I embrace myself because I feel cold.
"Come here…" he said as he opened his arm with me, I just stared at him, he made me confused about my own feelings sometimes and now he looks like he cared for me. He is showing it but he is not saying it.
"No, I am okay, I am fine, just take me home."
"Are you alright? Are you upset with me?"
"No…I am not." I denied and started to walk, he was following behind me and I could his heavy sigh, "why do you always give me some problems."
"I never give you any problem, Alexander. what are you talking about?"
"Because I don't understand you…"