Desiree's POV
One Month Later,
I don't feel fine today, I feel nausea and I always puke early in the morning, it feels like I am…wait, what? I am pregnant? That's not possible! I can't possibly be expecting a child. I don't want my child to be raised without a father. What if Alexander isn't ready to become a father? He has a lot of goals he wants to reach, and I can't be one of the reasons he fails. He's too preoccupied with his life; I can't tell him about it, and he doesn't even love me; he hasn't confessed to me yet, and how can I be sure he will? I love him with all of my heart, and even if he merely wants to use my body over and over again, I can easily give in to him because I love him.
But first, I need to go to a hospital to check if I'm really pregnant.
"Desiree…where are you going?" My sister asked when I passed by in front of her, "I'm going somewhere?"
"Oh, you go shopping? I can join you for shopping…"
"No, I'm going somewhere…"
"Uh-okay." She pouted. I sighed and I forced myself to tell my sister the truth, "I'm going to a hospital."
She parted her lips and was about to yell at me but I cover her mouth with my hand, "Can you please shut up?!"
"So you are going to a hospital?" She spoke to me in hushed tones.
"I'll explain later; do you want to accompany me and then we can go shopping? What are you buying?"
"Fine," she moaned and rubbed her temples, "but I'm still curious about where you're going."
"I'm going to a hospital because I think I'm pregnant…" I whispered to her.
"Oh my god, you are pregnant and I'm pregnant…"
"It hasn't been confirmed yet; you won't tell anyone, okay? I'm going to shave off all your hair if you know about it."
"Alright, I am not telling anyone! I promise." She said as she raised her palm as a promise gesture and I pulled her outside, I am holding her arm as we headed to the gate.
When the gate opened, I saw my mom with some groceries that she bought from the supermarket.
"Hi, mom."
"Oh where are you going?"
"We are going somewhere…I mean, we are going shopping." I responded with a terrible lie.
"Oh! That's great!" She smiled at me and Patricia. "So you are buying baby clothes Patricia?"
Patrica nods her head happily and says, "Yes, mom so we have to go now, We will see you soon…"
"Oh okay! Have a good day, girls! Don't forget to have fun."
"It's not fun to be pregnant, mom." I muttered to myself while we were walking. "I'm going to drive…" Patricia said and I shake my head in disagreement, "Pregnant women are not fine to drive, we will use a bus to be safer or a cab."
"Oh good heavens, you don't trust me."
"Yeah, I don't trust you…you are a beginner." I rolled my eyes and later on the cab just stopped right in front of us, "after you." I said as I opened the car's door for my pregnant sister.
"Yeah, thanks," she groaned and touched her baby bump as she finally seated.
When we are already inside, I told the driver to drop us to the nearest hospital.
"So you are not going to tell Alexander about this? He is the father and he has the right to know." My sister said and I clear my throat because I know the driver is listening and I just cast a glare at my sister to shut up.
When we arrived at the hospital, she ask me again the same question,
"So-"
"I am not sure that I am pregnant, can you just calm down and let's see if I really am." let's go." I said and walk to the entrance, she is following me and says, "But-"
"Please for the love of god, stop making me nervous."
"Hello, maam, what can we do for you?" The nurse greeted us with a smile on her face.
I sighed, "I want to see a obgyn doctor."
"Uh…this way please." the nurse said and lead me the way while my sister followed behind me.
"I don't have any idea why you want to keep this a secret."
"Shut up, Patricia…I am not going to keep this as a secret, I still don't know thats why we are here, right!"
She chuckles and sighed, "Alright, chill and relax! Everythings gonna be fine!"
"You were the one who was making me nervous all the time…" I said and I took my handkerchief to wipe my sweat.
The nurse opened the door for us and I said, "Thank you…"
The nurse left and when we are already inside the office of the ob gyne who is going to check me, The old woman in her late 50s jjts smile at me, "Hi, I'm Sharon Marquez…" the doctor introduce herself to us and I sighed, "Hi, I'm Desiree McCall and I'm here to have a test because I want to know if I'm pregnant or not."
The doctor gave me a pregnancy test and a cup and she told me to proceed to the toilet.
My sister just chuckles and scratches her head for being impatient with the result, "You will wait, okay?" I said.
"Yeah, I'm going to wait as long as it takes." She chuckles and sits on the little couch while waiting for me to come out.
I sighed as I saw the reflection of myself in the mirror and I just closed my eyes that I have to do this right now to know the truth.
"Okay…" I whispered to myself as I began to say on the bowl and make a pee.
Then when I finally take the test. I open the door and the doctor takes my pregnancy test kit.
"Okay, let's wait for 5 minutes."