Desiree's POV
"So, who's going to get that file? Do you realise how crucial that is to me?" George muttered as he rolled up his sleeves and looked at me as if it was my fault. I have no idea of that file, so why is he glaring at me as if it's my fault that the thief got in and stole his private information?
"You need to find it, Desiree…" He said.
I backed away and stared at him with my confused expression, "Why do you have to put all the blame on me? I don't know anything about your file, sir. I was not here when your file was missing, I was at home, sleeping and dreaming." I said and sighed.
"I am not blaming you, Desiree…" he said and his voice is calmer now but I am not convinced because by the way he looks at me, IK find it more strange. Maybe he is so mad right now and blaming everyone.
Someone knocked at his office and he growled at them, "I don't want anyone to come into my office!" then a knock stopped and I heard the step of the heels outside, probably got afraid by him.
"But I want you to find it, or else, you will lose your job!" he said as he stepped forward to me.
This is the first time he threatened me, I sighed because why is he trying to mean? What is he talking about?
"I'm sorry sir, but maybe we can try to ask the help of the police, because if that file is really important to you, we need the help-"
"I don't need their help, only you can find them, remember only you have the access to my office, it was gone because you are reckless." he said while pointing the finger at me.
"Find it for me, I am your boss and you do as I say!"
I am nervous now and I am rubbing my both hands because of my anxiety, "You need to start in my office or the whole building to find it. I'll give you one week because if you can't find it, you are going to lose your job." he said.
I don't see the George I used to know. This George in front of me is so different and so dangerous to contradict with.
He walked towards me and I stepped back but I can't stepped back anymore so I stop and stare at him, I know he can't do something bad on me, I know he is mad but he can't just blame on me on everything because he don't have any evidence I took the file, I dont have idea about what is inside the file.
I can smell his good scent now and his warm breath on my face, "I am sorry for shouting at you…"
I nod my head and say. "It's okay, I can understand your anger."
"It's okay…" I added when he is still not convinced and I looked down but he lifted my chin and says, "I hope you are not mad with me, but that file is so confidential and when you find those, please just don't open it and just give it to me directly." he said and smile at me.
I looked away and said, "Yeah…of course, sir." I am nervous now, because if he doesn't trust anyone to look for him, that file has some kind of dangerous evidence inside or some competence company can use it against him.
When I exited his office, I breathe softly and I saw Evon with a judgemental look on her face,
"What takes you so long?" she said.
I raised my eyebrow at her, "Why are you asking me that kind of question? You should work on your own field." I said and decided to turn my back to her but she grabbed my arm which is why I was forced to face her.
"What do you want, Evon? I am the reason why you are here in this company…so can you just give respect to me?" I said.
He laughed at me as she folded her arms in front of me and said, "Respect you for what? I gained this position and I don't owe you anything, so stop saying that I owe you something because that is not true."
"Okay fine." I said with a bored expression on my face.
"So you were inside because you are doing some extra service?" Her face was so curious as she looked at me, I lifted my head on her and said, "What are you talking about? Do you think I am like that? That I am the same as you did to him on your first day of work?" I said as I lowered my voice.
Her face became pale and she straightened her arms as she looked at me with wide eyes, "How did you know that?" she said while she was not looking at me.
"Because I know everything…"
"You don't know anything, Desiree!" she said while staring at me intently and grabbing my arm firmly. "Don't tell this to anyone, I might lose my job. I need this job, desiree!"
She begged me and I pulled her hand on me and started to walk away. She is a crazy woman, why would I tell that to anyone? I am not like her who used to be my bestfriend and betrayed me. She came from a rich family so why is she working now? She told me she doesn't want to work for the rest of her life, but there she is now begging me not to spread her dirty little secrets. Maybe her family suffered from loss of fortune.
After 3 pm, I decided to go home.
I waited for a bus outside then I saw Evon with a face of being disappointed with the world.
"Hey…" I said.
She sighed as she glanced at me, "Hey…" then said that.
"Is your driver going to take you?"
She scoffed and said, "Do I look like I have a personal driver, Desiree?"
I bit my lower lip, "Tell me what happened to you? why?"
"My dad lost the company, he is jobless now and it's a long story…we are not living in our mansion now, we rented an apartment." she said, her eyes are totally sad because of what happened to her and I feel sorry for her because I experienced that when my father was in a coma.
"So that's why you decided to work as an encoder in this company?"
"Do I have a choice, Desiree?" she said, the tears streaming on her face and while watching her I feel the pain she is suffering now but I remembered the last time that she treated me, she never wanted to help me and never wanted to talk to me because I was poor.
"Maybe everything happens for a reason, do you remember the days that you are pushing me away? Just because I can't afford to buy those expensive bags? You are shy because I was your friend?" I said.
"I don't have a choice to do that to you, my parents doesn't want me to talk to someone like you…she said your father is the reason why our company is going to suffer from lose profits and this is what happened, we both suffers by their failure…and if you ask me to say sorry to you, don't expect that from me, because we are even now." she said while sobbing and constantly wiping her tears with her bare hand.
I stared at her, I wanted to hit her face and tell her that she deserved it.
But I can't, I can feel her pain and suffering now.
"Now you know how it feels when you choose to abandon your best friend!" I said and got inside the bus. She just bit her lower lip and stared at me. I know that she feels regret about what happened to us but it cannot bring the trust anymore that is already broken.
When I got home, Alexander was in my room putting those canvas and I was shocked because he feels so at home in my home.
"What are you doing here? Why you are preparing a canvas and a tools to paint? Are you trying to be a painter?"
"Do you know how good paint artist I am? I can paint you in nudes also." he wink at me.
"Sit here." he said and I am confused but I do as I say. "Good." he said happily.
"But why are you trying to paint me? I am not beautiful…"
He stare at me and says, "Do you know what the meaning of your name is?" He asked me as if it was some kind of trivia, I frowned at Alexander and asked him, "I don't know what is the meaning of my name, do you have any idea?!" I rolled my eyes at him, I never acted like this to him before but he just brings the best and most normal act to me.
He chuckles softly while he is starting to paint me, "Oh my god, don't move." he said.
I feel so tired now while I am sitting here, he just wants to paint me because he is bored and I'm a fool woman so I said yes. "So tell me what is the meaning of my name?" I ask him.
I watched him stare at my face with full of desire on his eyes, he is scrutinizing me and I am not comfortable at it. So i just moved and turned around, "please stop staring at me…"
"I am trying to remember what's the meaning of your name, Desiree." he reasoned.
But I don't believed it.
"Your name means, you are Desired and Wished…and it's true, I desired you." He said softly and I gulped, "What do you mean?"
"I want you, Desiree..." he muttered as he shut the door, removed his clothes, and jumped into bed with me. "Tonight, I'm going to let you scream!"
"This is not what I want for tonight." I stop him while panting, "Then what do you want?" He whispered to my ear and he licked my earlobe, I closed my eyes and pushed him away, "You are not even finished to paint me…" I remind him that, "But I have to go now to the kitchen…and please get out of my house."
"No, You are not going to your kicthen…" he said and he handcuffed me on the bed which I can't get away from him and can't escape from him. I glared at him with my sharp eyes but there was no effect to him, he is not even afraid and he just smirked at me, "Honey, I know you are going to like this." he said and as he parted my legs and took off my underwear, I blushed when I am completely naked in front of him. I am so shy because it's been a long time we haven't seen each other intimately.
I fold my legs and I am so stubborn to open my legs for him, I am sweating and he is impatient.
"You're going to open it for me or not?"
"No…" I rolled my eyes while glaring at him, he used his force and spread my legs wider even if I'm protesting that I don't want to but my body decides the opposite.
"Hmm…" I moaned silently in pain because he just bit my thighs and licked it, "Damn, it! What are you doing? Are you a vampire that bite and sucks the victim?" I cursed silently at him. He smiles at me and says, "I couldn't help, you are so cute."
"Then you have to bite me because I look cute?" I ask him, His hand trail to my things and stop at my groyne and he slowly entering my entrance, "Don't move…" he said softly,
"O-okay…" I stuttered, I wanted to scold myself for being like a stuttered woman in front of him.