Chapter 163 Vulnerable and Helpless
If he hadn't saved her, he wouldn't have suffered the severe humiliation, fallen off a cliff, and lost his arm.
She couldn't imagine how painful it was to lose an arm. How did he survive after falling off a cliff?
Her heart would be in pain emotionally when just thinking about it.
"You still refuse to admit that you are Mr. Yun? If you weren't him, how could you have this?" Finally, Mu Nuanxi turned her head to look at him, with her pale face being covered in tears. Then she opened her right hand and a pink doll came into sight.
Yun Jue looked at the doll and was stunned.
"Why did you deny you're Mr. Yun? Do you hate me too? Do you want to get rid of me because you think I'm a burden? Am I a nuisance?" Mu Nuanxin sniffed and looked at him tearfully.
"No! I never thought about getting rid of you!" Yun Jue saw the sad look in her eyes. Finally, he couldn't endure the pain and extended his hand to hug her. He loved her and had never thought she was a burden.
"Mu Nuanxin, I won't allow you to say that. You never know how lovely and attractive you are. You are the most wonderful girl in the world. I deny I'm Mr. Yun because I have my reasons." Yun Jue was heartbroken when seeing such a sad look in her eyes, which was even worse than killing himself.
"Mr. Yun, don't leave me again, okay? I miss you so much." Hearing that he admitted he was Mr. Yun, Mu Nuanxin burst into tears and hugged him tightly.
Yun Jue hugged her back. And her reliance on him made him happy. He liked this girl so much that he was even willing to sacrifice his life for her.
"Don't cry. I cooked the noodles. If you don't eat now, they'll get cold. How about eating noodles first?" he said while patting her on the head.
Mu Nuanxin released her grip and sniffed. "You cooked the noodles? But your arm..."
"You little fool. I lost my right hand, but I still have my left hand. I can do a lot of things with my left hand now." Yun Jue wiped the tears from her face and smiled.
"Does it still hurt?" Mu Nuanxin knew he was comforting her because he didn't want her to be sad. She extended her hand cautiously and wanted to touch his arm, but she feared that it would hurt. Her heart was aching.
He sounded casual, but what he lost was an arm! She couldn't imagine how painful it was, let alone how he survived in the harsh conditions.
"It doesn't hurt anymore," Yun Jue sighed. He knew she would feel sad no matter what he said.
"It really doesn't matter. I can do everything even though I lost an arm. I can feed noodles to you!" He held the bowl in front of her, picked up the chopsticks with his left hand, and picked up a few noodles with the chopsticks to her mouth. "You haven't even tasted the food I cooked. Eat the noodles and tell me whether they're delicious," he said while looking expectantly at her.
Mu Nuanxin looked at his expectant face and opened her mouth slowly. After taking a bite, she gave him a smile and said in a hoarse voice, "They're delicious."
"Just eat more. Drink some soup first to warm yourself." He put down the chopsticks and brought the bowl to her.
She felt that her body became warm after drinking the soup and felt sleepy after eating the noodles. She held his left hand tightly for fear that he would disappear again, but finally she fell asleep.
Yun Jue sat on the edge of the bed and stared at her sleeping face. He couldn't get enough of her and wanted her appearance to be engraved on his heart. He slowly withdrew his hand from her, took off his mask, and kissed her on her forehead. His disfigured face was reflected in the mirror, and half of his face was badly deformed, which was terrifying.
He put on his mask quickly and left after glancing at her affectionately.
Long Qingyue drove the car to search for Mu Nuanxin. He searched everywhere but he just couldn't find her. He went to their home, the school, the rental and all other places she might go. He even went to the Mu family's house but her family said that she didn't come home.
He was heartbroken when thinking of the disappointment and sadness in her eyes before she left. He was her only family in the city. Where could she go?
He held his phone with his trembling hands and then dialed Feng Siye's number quickly. After several rings, the call was connected. "Yue, what's the matter?" Feng Siye asked in a feeble voice.
Long Qingyue's eyes were red. He looked at the heavy rain and said in a hoarse voice, "Feng Siye, she's missing. Can you help me find her?"
Long Qingyue's voice was full of helplessness and pain, which madeFeng Siye's sleepiness disappear immediately, and he sat up in bed quickly. "Yue, tell me what happened. Where are you? I'm going to meet you now," Feng Siye said nervously.
"She's missing. I can't find her. Feng Siye, I can't live without her. I didn't mean it. My heart aches." Long Qingyue clutched his chest and closed his eyes in pain. He had never felt so sad, except when his mother left.
"Don't worry. I'll ask others to help search for her. I'll search for her too. Don't worry. She'll be fine." Feng Siye hung up and got out of bed hurriedly. He dialed a number while putting on his clothes and walking out of the room. He had never seen Long Qingyue look so vulnerable and helpless since their first meeting.
Long Qingyue drove the car to search for Mu Nuanxin again. He would find her at any price.
Although the rain came down in sheets, the wooden house in the mountains was warm. Yun Jue walked into the room and looked at the girl sleeping on the bed, smiling at her. He didn't dare approach her immediately for fear that the coldness would hurt her. After becoming warm, he walked over to the bed and kissed her on her forehead. "Good night," he said softly.
Then he walked over to the closet, took out the bedding, arranged it beside the bed, and lay down.
At midnight, Yun Jue suddenly opened his eyes. His eyes became fierce. He felt out of control again because of a strong feeling of restlessness.