Chapter 193 Having a Medical Abortion
Thinking of the scene when she abandoned him, Long Qingyue's eyes became even redder and his heart was aching. He really didn't understand what had happened that forced his mother, who had always loved him so dearly, to ruthlessly throw him into the orphanage.
How he wished she had abandoned him when he was too young to remember anything or she hadn't loved him so much... Then he didn't have to be sad for so many years, however, she chose to abandon him when he was already fourteen...
How did he manage to let it go just like nothing had happened...
He had heard about the car accident and the corpse of her, but he didn't buy that, since he didn't believe she had died that way. Therefore, he had been tracking down her whereabouts all these years, but failed to get any information about her, as if she had disappeared from the world.
It wasn't until the past two years that he found some clues...
The sound of artillery fire in the distance intensified. Ling Shaobai was looking at the fighter jets that kept flying towards the tribe in the distance when he received some signals from the radio waves...
"Yue, it's the counter-terrorism troop. They've tracked us down, and now our people are fighting with them!" Ling Shaobai listened to the latest information from his subordinates and reported to Long Qingyue.
"Fortunately, we came out earlier. Otherwise, I'm afraid we will not manage to get out now." Ling Shaobai said, looking at the place where the smoke was constantly rising in the distance.
"What about auntie..."
"She should have already left..." Long Qingyue said in a deep voice, looking at the helicopters outside the window with a sorrow look in his black eyes.
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Inside the Emperor Treasure Apartment in Longcheng City.
"Oh, my god, Mu Nuanxin is gone again." Jian Xiaoai rushed into Feng Siye's room anxiously and said.
"Don't make such a fuss, okay? Maybe she went out to go shopping." Feng Siye looked at the black dots on the screen and glared at her displeasedly.
"No, both her belongings and bag are taken away. Maybe she had really left."
"What!" Feng Siye raised his head abruptly, only feeling a chill in his neck. He just got news from Long Qingyue that he was coming back soon. How could Mu Nuanxin disappear at this time!
This would definitely cost his life!
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Mu Nuanxin came to the cabin where Yunjue brought her last time with her bag on her back. Her clothes were soaked with sweat because she had walked too far on the mountain road. She raised her hand to wipe the sweat from her forehead and then took the bag off.
The room was still as it was when she left, and the animal skins and blankets were still there, as if no one had been here since she left.
There was a burst of disappointment inside her. When she was about to turn around, she found a bowl on the windowsill. Taking a closer look at it, she saw that there was half a bowl of leftover noodles in it. Her breathing seemed to stop all of a sudden. She reached out to touch the bowl and found that it was still warm...
Apparently, Yunjue was still there, but he just didn't want to see her.
Tears rolled down her face. She felt relaxed immediately instead of being nervous and restless. She knew that as long as he was there, she would be safe.
Her hand gently caressed her flat belly, where a little life was being bred, but she could only kill him by herself.
There was a burst of tear-like pain in her chest. She had already gone to the hospital to consult a doctor in the afternoon, told the doctor about her medication she had taken and asked if she could keep the baby.
What she got from the doctor was that the child could definitely not be kept, and even if she kept it, it would be either deformed or stillborn. The doctor asked her to have an abortion as soon as possible when she had just got pregnant for a short time, otherwise, it would be more troublesome later.
That was why she chose to come back here and ended everything alone...
If this child was destined not to have a chance to see the world, it was better for her to bear the burden alone than let both of them suffer...
The long eyelashes of her were slightly drooping, as fragile as the wings of a fallen butterfly, and tears quietly slipped down from her eyes...
She said to herself, "Baby, I'm sorry. It's all mummy's fault, and if you want to hate someone, hate mummy instead of daddy..."
Slowly opening her eyes, as if she had made up her mind. She took out the medicine package from her pocket and opened it tremblingly. Her tears were shed like a broken line of beads...
How she wished he could be here to accompany her, but she even didn't know where he was now...
What if he could be here? No matter what he had done, she was still unwilling to make him sad...
She just wanted to bear the keenly-felt pain of losing her baby all by herself...
She took the medicine hastily, even without drinking the water. The bitterness in her mouth was nothing compared with the grief in her heart.
"Baby, I'm sorry. Don't blame mummy... I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
Mu Nuanxin kept apologizing to the baby, then she felt a surge of piercing pain in her abdomen. Clenching her hands tightly into fists, she pinched her nails into the flesh, which made blood beads appear there. Finally, she failed to endure the terrible pain and started to groan...
Hearing the sound, Yun Jue rushed in hastily from the outside, and saw the horrible scene. Mu Nuanxin was curling up on the ground painfully, the white dress she was in had been completely soaked by blood, and blood kept gushing out from her body...
His eyes immediately became red as blood, and the pain inside him almost killed him. He ran to her side in a hurry, restlessly knelt on the ground and was unaware of what to do...
"Mr. Yun... Would you please hold me? I'm so cold... It's really cold..." Mu Nuanxin slowly reached out to him with tears gushing from her eyes continuely...
Yun Jue stretched out his hands tremblingly to hold her tightly in his arms. The heart-breaking pain in his chest was torturing him so much that it almost made him lose mind. Tears were rolling down from his eyes. He really would like to bear all the pain for her if it was possible ...
Lying in the arms of Yun Jue, Mu Nuanxin's heart finally settled down, just like a boat drifting in the wind and waves finally returned to the harbor. With her hands tightly encircling his waist, her body was wet with cold sweat and trembling dramatically and her face was pale as paper due to blood loss...
Finally, she closed her eyes slowly in his arms...
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"What's the matter with her, old man?" Tightly holding the hand of Mu Nuanxin, Yun Jue was so scared that he kept shaking, and his voice was terribly hoarse. He felt a shock of fear inside him, which almost made him be out of breath.
"She was having a medical abortion. How bold of the girl to do that in such wild mountains. Any accident could kill her." said a man in his sixties, frowning as he examined her condition.
"How is she now? Please save her." Yun Jue grasped the old man's hand anxiously, with a flustered and helpless look in his black eyes .
"What's the relationship between you two? Why are you so nervous? She had been pregnant just for a short time,  I wonder if the baby is yours?" The old man gently grabbed his beard and asked.