Chapter 150 It Was All His Fault
"Yue, do you still want to... um, do that?" Mu Nuanxin was really ashamed. After asking, her face turned red. She lowered her eyes, and didn't dare to look at him again. Her eyelashes were trembling slightly like two small brushes.
Long Qingyue's throat rolled up and down. Gently striking her tender cheeks to make her face him, he said, "Of course I want. I want to do that all the time, and I wish I could make us roll into one, but I am afraid that you will be tired and I will hurt you. You are so fragile and thin, therefore, you have to take good care of yourself, and only then can we get a lot fun in doing that."
Mu Nuanxin blushed at what he said, and her heart almost jumped out of her chest. She turned her head shyly and said, "If you don't want it tonight, then go and get me some medicine from my bag."
What medicine?" Long Qingyue was slightly stunned, looking at her in confusion and asking.
"Well, you'll know when you go get it. Hurry up..." Mu Nuanxin urged him, and her heart was beating like thunder by what he just said.
Only then did Long Qingyue stand up, take out her bag from the closet, and put it on the bed, still squatting in front of her.
"In the right pocket." Mu Nuanxin pointed to the right pocket of the bag.
Long Qingyue unzipped the bag and took out a box of medicines. Mu Nuanxin reached out to take it, but he quickly took it away. Seeing the word "contraceptive pills" on it, his brows furrowed at once.
He opened the bag again, and found several boxes of such medicines and an invoice. He quickly opened the medicine box, took out the instructions inside to read.
"Ignore it!" Mu Nuanxin was slightly startled, since she didn't expect him to be so cautious. She quickly reached out to grab the instructions in his hand, but he managed to avoid her easily.
He glared at her, and said displeasedly, "Stay there, and wait until I finish it."
Mu Nuanxin was startled by him, and obediently went back, praying in her heart that he would not find the truth.
When Long Qingyue finished reading the instructions, his face became very sullen, and he almost crushed the medicine box, "You have taken three times of the medicine in a month even though you know that you can't take it too much, since it will be harmful to your health, and even lead to infertility!"
He clearly remembered that when he threw the contraceptive pills to her on the boat, she told him about the side effects of the pills, which showed that she knew well about that.
The receipt for the medicine was issued half a month ago. She bought a total of six boxes, and now there were only three boxes left. It could be seen that she had taken three boxes within half a month.
But the instructions say, eat at most once in half a year!
Thinking that even though he knew the serious side effects of this medicine, he even forced her to take it, Long Qingyue's heart was broken that he really wished he could kill himself.
"Don't be angry. I just do that for your sake. I am not sure when you will have XXOO with me, so I am unable to get ready for that and have to take this." Mu Nuanxin looked at him cautiously and explained to him, as if she was afraid of making him even more angry.
"It's Ok not to take it. Are you unwilling to have a baby of mine? Do you know how much I want to have a baby that belongs to us." Long Qingyue's expression became even more tense that he almost crushed the pills.
"We were not getting along well at that time...and...and I just had a miscarriage. The doctor said I had better not get pregnant within half a year, otherwise, it would be harmful to both me and the baby." Mu Nuanxin took his hand carefully and explained to him. While mentioning the lost child, her heart throbbed fiercely.
Long Qingyue felt suffocated, and the pain inside him became even more obvious. In the end, it was all his own fault. If he hadn't only cared about his own happiness and acted recklessly, she wouldn't have to take this damn medicine and lose their child...
Anyway, it was all his fault, however, he was still questioning her here. Seeing that she was behaving so cautiously and ingratiatingly, and looking at him so innocently, he felt a strong sense of guilt.
He picked up these medicines in embarrassment, stood up in a hurry, and said, "These medicines can no longer be taken. I will go to the bathroom."
After he finished speaking, he stood up quickly and went to the bathroom. He threw the abominable medicine into the trash can. There was a pack of cigarettes on the shelf. He took one and lit it up to smoke...
The smell of tobacco finally calmed him down. He took a few puffs of cigarettes, but someone knocked on the bathroom door. The next moment, the door was pushed open from the outside, and Mu Nuanxin stood barefoot. At the door, she looked at him with red eyes, like a child who was wronged...
Long Qingyue's heart was hurt immediately, then he quickly threw down the cigarette and walked towards her. Mu Nuanxin was also running over. With the small body slamming into his arms fiercely, she wrapped around his waist tightly with her hands, and started to shed tears, "Yue, don't blame yourself, okay? I will be unhappy if you do so. I don't want to see that you are sad, and I just want to see you smile and feel happy every day."
"I'm sorry..."
Long Qingyue also held her tightly in his arms, and his voice slightly choked. He was really sorry for her, since she was so innocent, but he would rather believe the cross words spoken by her when she got angry and force her to take the medicine Every time he had XXOO with her, he was so cruel and almost abusive. He really didn't dare to think how painful it would be for her, who was so innocent and pure.
"No, no..." Mu Nuanxin shook her head vigorously.
Long Qingyue picked her up carefully, then walked out of the bathroom quickly and put her on the bed. Looking at her red bunny-like eyes, he hugged her distressedly.
"Don't blame yourself. I shouldn't have told you about it." Mu Nuanxin grabbed the corner of his clothes and said sadly.
"How dare you, little girl. If you dare to take it without my knowledge again, wait and see how I will deal with you!" Long Qingyue hugged her even tighter. Thinking that if she didn't tell him today and continued to take these medicines secretly, he was so scary. He really didn't dare to think what the consequences would be.
"I will do as you said and not take it any more. Then you should also promise me not to blame yourself." Mu Nuanxin took a breath and raised her head to request him.
Long Qingyue's face was stiff and sullen, but he nodded finally. He knew that it was useless to regret it since the damage had already been done, and what he could do was to treat her well in the future and not let her suffer any further.
Seeing him nodding, Mu Nuanxin finally burst into laughter. The two lay back on the bed, and Long Qingyue turned off the headlights, leaving only the small wall lamp on, the soft light of which shrouded the two of them. Mu Nuanxin was lying on his chest carefully, playing with his hair naughtily, blowing and pulling it from time to time.
"Hey, if you pull it again. I will be bald. Do you want a bald husband? "Long Qingyue finally grabbed her hand and asked amusingly.